like walking around with my pockets hanging out

its been a bit, i've been on vacation (still am). but the sencond day i found out my guinea pig, Niko, died, and so i havent done anything (this is the 5th day of vacation). so anyway, i havent done anything lately, but my brother, Colten (who is the greatest person ever) took one of my lyrics, and put a melody to it. its way better than i imagined, the lyrics aren't finished, but now i know i want to finish them. its really raw, just guitar and singing. but i really like it alot. i'm actually in the middle of writing another song, its about a woman who finds out her man is cheating on her, and how he and the other woman flaunt it in her face, and don't bother to hide it after a while. so she walks into a room, and she just looks right past her to him, like she isn't even there, and the whole room goes silent. the theme is... "its like walking around with my pockets hanging out" i think it'll be cool.

Ice Nine Kills- the greatest story ever told

How could this happen
Am I dreaming again
Her body's not moving I'm assuming she's dead
This isn't a f**king game
There's somebody's life at stake
She's covered in bruises
But the truth is that I never committed the crime
Cause I could never hurt a fly
Then how'd she lose her life?
The denial
What you've implied has BURNED and stripped
The whites of my eyes
Then what went on that night
"Listen closely as I tell you I'm not who I seem
I'm gonna touch you cause I like it when you scream
I want to watch you when you're sleeping and thinking of me"
And that's what he told her when he killed her
That son of a bitch took away my girl
He's gonna pay for it right now.

Cause you might think you're in love
And he might promise you the world
But don't believe what he says
He's not real
It's murder and this is it

Prepare for the day I find you
This is your last chance
Cause I'll be out in six months with his address and a shotgun
And a promise for justice that night
I'll be standing at the crime
So they can throw me back in prison for my life
If it would bring you back to me
Last night I dreamed we had a future and you were alive
It was springtime on our wedding day
There were birds in the sky
The sun was glowing it was beautiful and everyone was there
I still can't believe that your gone I'm so lost
I'm sorry don't go
Oh please God no

I think that I've had enough but
He says, "Your too late
I've got a hole to dig
And you think that I've over-reacted
She was so cute?I couldn't resist cause I'm a sucker for promiscuous action.

Cause you might think you're in love
And he might promise you the world
But don't believe what he says
He's not real he's a murderer
Cause I've been lying awake
from this nightmare and I feel betrayed
Cause I'd give her my life
But you'd take it away

Am I Dead
Or am I Still Breathing
Cause you've stolen the love of my life
So you'll be sleeping with the fishes tonight
Now listen
I'm not religious but I've learned to pray for her
I'm not a violent man but people can change
So when you're sleeping
I'll slit your throat and drain your blood
And mail it to your mother
So she'll discover what a mess you become

I think she might like that....
Cause I Fucking do!

Cause you might think your in love
and he might promise you the world
don't believe what he says,
he's not real
He's a murderer
And You'll be lying awake
from this nightmare, feel betrayed
I GAVE MY LIFE
and you took it away


its also the greatest sing ever made...

Philippe Jaccottet to a new slate

"Chant d' en Bas"

"all words are written in the same ink,
'flower' and 'power' say, are much the same,
and though i might write 'blood, blood, blood' all over the page,
the paper would not be stained,
nor would i bleed"

This would be one of my favorite quotes ever. i'm deleting all my other posts. start over time guys : )